Tuesday, April 7, 2009

I learnt a new word. Scram!

Warning: Long post. Be careful. Not recommended for people with short attention spans.

A memory of Something Interesting: (I think so anyway, and honestly, since it’s not your blog, your opinion isn’t all that important, innit?)

Location: At the operation theatre of a nice, white hospital

People Involved: A couple of doctors, a screaming patient and me.

Stuff Which Definitely Doesn’t Happen:

  1. No one says ‘Oh! She’s gone into cardiac arrest!’, ‘Scalpel!’ or ‘She’s stopped breathing!’ In fact, no one speaks English at all.
  2. The patient doesn’t scream/thrash about/bare teeth when an injection is brought suspiciously close. Superhuman? I wonder…
  3. There are no beeping machines. There’s a table, horrible looking restraints, a few chemicals and a rusty cylinder of oxygen. No. No, we definitely haven’t made any progress in medicine since the sixteenth century.
  4. The patients don’t sleep quietly and let the doctors do their stuff. They either a) snore, b) grunt or c) scream that their _______ (substitute suitable part of the human anatomy and kindly don’t be pervert-ish, I’m watching!) is hurting, that doctors are idiots, and honestly, they did come here to mend, not feel like they’re being grinded in a grinder! (Unimaginative, but I couldn’t think of anything else and besides, being grinded in a grinder does sound painful.).
  5. Incidentally, doctors are idiots, so agree with long-suffering-and-wearing something-blue-and-long-and-flowy patient entirely.

Note: My mum is a doctor, but she is not an idiot. If your mum/dad is a doctor as well, they are not idiots either as long as they do not come near me with the intention of a) poking a needle into my arm or b) messing around with my teeth.

Stuff which does happen:

  1. You don’t feel queasy at all.
  2. The patient looks at you weirdly, you try to smile, discover that your muscles have stopped working and give up the attempt. Later your mum demands why you were making funny faces at poor patient.
  3. You don’t wear normal shoes in the theatre. You have to change into terrible rubber slippers, so, if you a) haven’t trimmed your toenails or b) have particularly ugly feet, it shows.
  4. You do wear normal clothes in the theatre. So, if you’re wearing your most horrible grey shirt and black-and-white checked skirt, it shows up as well, especially since the walls are white and you are um…not-so-white.
  5. Ooh…the doctors are pretty. So, if you a) have had an overdose of Scrubs or b) are male, worry not, angelic doctors do exist.
  6. Doctors tend to wander from the topic and talk about a) how their daughter just finished a particularly painful session with the dentist, b) how she’s a spoilt brat, c) how they had a party besides a dissected corpse in college (Okay, the corpse of a frog, but so what?) and d) how they wish their kid would finally turn eighteen so that they could gift her a studio apartment with a dog, take her to pubs, get her punch drunk and ensure that she’s never broke. (Okay, I made the last one up, but what’s wrong with dreaming?)
  7. You realize that the painkiller which the dentist gave you isn’t permanent and that having a root canal does hurt – a lot.

From the above moment, you stop noticing things and start making random noises. (Ooh, aah and ouch were pretty dominant, though I think shit, crap and f&*k might have slipped in a few times, which make your mother, the other doctors and the nurses shake their heads sadly and wonder how such words got into your vocabulary at the tender age of fifteen.)

End of memory.


I have a nice new ‘buzz off’ line that goes “If I throw a stick, will you run?’ which serves the dual purpose of a) implying that the receiver is a Rottweiler and b) that I want him to run away.
Genius, I know. I think that the world just got itself a new Einstein.


I keep touching my mutilated tooth quite often because a) it doesn’t feel like a tooth anymore; b) I don’t think that my other teeth are too fond of it and c) it feels very itchy.

I’m reading a very long (and very boring) novel by a Russian guy called Boris Pasternak. It claims to be a love story, but I’ve finished reading the first 100 pages and love hasn’t made an appearance. Sex has though, which is strange because don’t people usually fall in love before they jump into bed?


I could be wrong, which makes me feel, a) dreadfully old, b) dreadfully prudish and c) quite dreadful generally.

Hugs and kisses,

Chocoholic.

P.S. Yes. I do have a grey shirt and black-and-white check skirt. Happy?

Friday, April 3, 2009

Random scribbles. Nothing revolutionary.

The past year was the most awful I’ve ever had. Period.
In case anyone is grabbed by the sudden desire to be insanely miserable, I’d definitely recommend spending a year in tenth. Though emerging alive through the whole thing is kind of doubtful, everyone who does emerge unscathed at least knows what real horror is.
**looks severe**
Now that the one month torment’s up, everyone’s hopping away to places, and doing loads of cool things, being generally happy and feeling horribly hot.

I’ve been stalking Tom Felton online, watching his videos on You Tube a million times and drooling over his beautiful blue-grey eyes. He has a really skinny girlfriend and plays the guitar really well but duh! a girl’s gotta have some romance!
No one around here really shares my Tom Felton addiction but they don’t really have eyes in their head, he’s the only one in the Harry Potter cast who a) doesn’t drown his face in war paint and b) really looks and acts like the character he’s supposed to play. Poor li’l unappreciated guy!

P.S. I don’t mind, its nice having him all to myself!

Now that exams are over and everyone’s heaving a huge sigh of relief and happiness and whatever, I’ve discovered that I’ve got nothing to do!
Three months is an enormous time to do nothing in. I’ve been having plenty of these suspiciously similar conversations:
Person: Any plans for the vacations?
Me: You now, just hang out with friends…party…go bowling…visit people…
Person: Oh…
Me: Um…What about you?
Person: Oh…the same thing you know…
Me: Cool…
Person: Yeah…
It sounds totally lame and there’s only so many times that you can a) hang out at malls and b) go live with your kiddie cousin who’s taste in movies has never gone beyond Batman and Spiderman.
I also suck at bowling – the ball’s way too heavy and always manages to wind up in the gutter but as long as I avoid talking about my strikes (stuck at the unenviable number zero), I should be in no danger of being though of as uncool.

I’m also wondering, how long is it that dropped food becomes officially uneatable? There’s half a delicious cookie which looks quite tantalizing, but it’s on the floor, and it seems such a waste to let the dustbin swallow it.


The heat’s killing me! I don’t even feel like dressing up (don’t be fooled, the heats only an excuse, the real reason is that I’ve become quite fat since January, I’m terrified that I won’t fit into my jeans! **looks mournful**) and I’ve been taking two showers a day, which is something huge because my mum has a tough time persuading me that a bath a day is essential to keep me clean.
I’ve also got myself saddled with a dentist whom I’m going to visit today and who (obviously!) terrifies me out of my wits. The ordeal’s f^&*%#g painful and my mouth feels like its been maimed for life, but it feels nice to look in the mirror at teeth which a) are reasonably white and b) look like they’d be able to carry off a half-decent smile.

So, I’ve been awe-inspiringly brave, screamed only a little, stayed stuck in the house, eaten loads of chocolate and switched off my lights for the Earth Hour. **long sacrificing sigh**
Being human and loving it.


Cheers!
Chocoholic

DENTIST UPDATE:
Dentist poked a hole through my tongue. Well, not really, but its nice and swollen and painful…am having plenty of difficulty in eating. **sigh** He’s also refusing to put braces, says that when I grow older, my teeth will shape themselves. Looking at my mouth now, I’m not particularly impressed with the way they’ve been going on about the shaping thing…and what hope of improvement do they have in three years? **even larger sigh**

CONCLUSION: Dentists suck.